I should make more money.....I have my Masters degree and am fully licensed ya' know.
I should work part-time....because Aylen needs his mom around & because I miss out on so much ya'know.
I should dust more often.....when you can write your name in the dust in multiple areas of my house that is disgusting ya' know.
I should clean the toilets more, clean the pet hair that gets on the stairs....because we have a baby & we need a clean house ya'know.
I should walk the dogs more and play with the cats.....because we adopted them ya' know.
I should be fitting into my pre-preggo jeans...........because I'm breastfeeding ya'know.
I should exclusively breastfeed Aylen until 6 months, and with solids until a year....because it's what is best for him ya' know.
I should give Aylen some formula....because it would be easier on me and give him nutrients that even I don't produce ya' know.
I should feed Aylen cereal now....because it will fill him up ya' know.
I should keep Aylen in bed with us....because he sleeps better, to ultimately let us sleep better (I think), and because it is best ya' know.
I should make Aylen sleep in his crib...because he needs to learn to self-soothe, because he will sleep better and we will too, and because it is best ya' know.
I should cook most of our dinners.....because it's healthier and cheaper ya' know.
I should finish my book that I started ages ago.....because I deserve me time & I like the book ya' know.
I should make all of our Christmas presents for people.....because I love making things, it is cheaper and more personable ya' know.
I should have time in the evenings to hang with Aylen, workout, make dinner, clean up dishes, keep the house tiddy, and have 30 minutes to myself.......because I'm Megan..and I'm a taurus, and a Hoffman, and a German...and I can ya' know.
Ok...thanks I just had to get some of that out.
-Momma
3 comments:
I think its absolutely normal as a mom to have 2 sides of opinions constantly running through your head and always second-guessing yourself. Megan, you are an amazing mother, social worker, person, daughter, wife, and friend! You're doing great!!!! What counts is the people and the relationships, not all the little stuff!
yes.. absolutely normal! i try to get down to what is in front of me that won't come again, that i will regret the most if i don' do... the answer usually is there if i am brave enough to speak it. xoxo
Let me know if you figure out the "right" answers ;)
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