Thank you for all that you do.

This post.  This post right here...it explains my life lately....CLICK HERE.

I took a risk.  And before I took this risk, I thought and thought and talked and talked.  I talked to all of my parents and parents-in-law, I talked to Aylen, and social workers, I talked to my husband, I talked to therapists, and family, I talked to people who really knew me and others that just met me.  And I thought.  I thought all day and all night.  I didn't sleep well,  and I didn't eat either.  I asked, what would you do?  I looked at the budget, I journaled.  And I finally made a decision.  I stood up for myself.  I said no to bullies, and yes to myself.  I was lucky to be in a situation where I could do that.  

It's amazing in times where stress is creeping in--heck BLOWING in like a Nebraska blizzard, that I have an AWESOME support system.  I have people near and far that help me out.  I HAVE people who will listen to me, text me, call me, and bring clarity to my babblings.  And I'm so lucky.  So thank you all.  

And a special thanks to my husband, Russell.  He dealt with a lady who was semi-present for a whole week and more.  He pitched in a bit more, allowed me time to talk and vent, encouraged me to talk with others--and most of all MADE it known that we were going to be ok.  No matter what.  I love him.

I love you all.  Thank you for everything!

-Momma