Transition blows

Wow. Russ and I are hiding out in our room while we listen to Dempsey go hoarse from scream crying.  Ever since I went back to work she's been horrible about going to bed.  I know "transition is hard. It's only for a short time. They are only young for a second." I also know the other side "hold the line. Don't give them what they want. Creating habits." 

F man.

I can't stand the competing ideas in my brain. One second I have it figured out what to do, the next second my heart is telling me what to do.

I hesitate to even write this post, because with it comes advice sometimes. I really don't want it.

I just want documentation that when I think back to how amazing things were, that I never take for granted kids who just "go to bed". Because there was a time.

My gosh demps. Just go to bed.

❤️a tired, have no clue what to do, momma